Seriously i think i need a break. Can anyone tell me what the meaning of 'bestf' and'besties'. I dont understand what is 'besties' and 'bestf'? I am so silly and stupid to believe 'bestf' and 'besties' is someone who understand how i feel,share my secret,guide me when i am lost and all. Instead of msging me those hurting crap that affect our friendship? Make me cry like one idiot. Those people who is close to me in class or school know i am those type who only want to hanged around with those people who i am close and confortable with. Your get so angry cos i ignore the invitation on fb about the outing? YES! I admit that whenever there is an outing with you people,i rejected. My reason or your so called 'excuses' is either i am working or busy. Being honest here alright. I dont like going out with you people cos i feel so 'weird' there cos i dont know what the hell your are talking. Is either your talking about anime thingy or comic thingy. I had enough alrdy, yes! I am childish,i am more into the disney type like eeyore, piglet, stitch or what so ever ~~~ But you people never tried putting yourslef in my shoes. Understand how i feel all. But just one msg saying that i am always giving excuses like working or what i neglect you people once i got new friends all. Come one la grow up pleaseeee!!! Turning 19 next year alrdy la. Stop behaving like one kind. ass hole -_- FML! I am not gonna apologise for being harsh that day.
daddy alway say i must start to slow down my walking speed and starting looking back,and enjoyed those things i missed out in the past. hmms ya it seem like i really need to slow down and take a break. Hahaha! So darling,stop saying i am emo hor, I am not!!!!! the very first thing i wanna looked back is: i want to know how childish and stupid i am when XL left me. And i cried like idiot! hehs :) Gonna stand infront of the mirror and laugh at my reflection. *roars!
Finally today its my off day :) Working 4 days straight since thur. Box all the way. woosh!!! This week i am working six days again. Cos uncle say teck is on mc,he is not well arh :( Hopefully tml all box staff turn up for work,so that i can remained at my station: 3D!!!! Last sat supposed to be 3D one,but zul didnt turn up for work cos his aunt passed away :( so ya Raymond asked me go down box open counter :( Sad.
Told Jean i gonna treat her watch megamind with comp passes cos she told me she want watch it in3D,but my comp pass NOT applicable for 3D shows. but nevermind she still want watch! Best part: my comp pass gonna expired soon,which is this month end! Dont wasted it la. hehs :)
Say till movie,last night sign in 'unstoppable' after work,just to wait for serene. Cos home no people,dont wanna be alone. Though of signing in to sleep in the threater one,but i watched the movie instead. ~~~~ Laugh Out Loud! For now,i wanna sign in as much movies as possible before my exam study break start, wanna focus on my revision arh. So Eileen NO more movies for you that week! NO more outing for you that week! No more lame excuses like lazy to study all. hehs jy uh. Its the final lap alrdy. Chiong all!!!!!!!!! Told nicole, next week valentine day, we go Universal studio tgt. We are gonna celebrate it tgt. yup babe looking forward ya~~~~ Feb faster come. pleaseee!!! hahaha :)
eileen :)
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