*Roars!!!!

This short post or msg is for this special dear of mine. Who is close to me at work. In school. Slack with me after my school. Accompany me whenever i am down. Advised me whenever i am lost. Crap with me at work. Entertain me at work and all. So called my everything. But this time round she is unable to pass-by here reading this. But i still gonna post it out.

Here i go:

Nicole, i am sorry! I deleted your contact nos,your lil cute photo all.. .. .. Know its not your fault that caused me to get blame about yesterday thing. But the person i HATE now happened to be your dearest sister Nicola. You can blame me for being so stupid and silly for doing this all. I dont know how should i tell you in order not to hurt you and Nicola. I am trying to stay a long long long distance away from you. Dont asked me why and what so ever. Dont know if you realized not. Today at work i treated you so differently? I dont talk much to you. Get high tgt with you? Just nod my head when you talked to me? Didnt went in the same cin with you? Didnt encourage you when you told me that your not done with your proj all. I just nod my heavy head and say orh oh ok. Didnt seem listening to you telling me your bringing your mum for movie-megamind. I just nod my head and say oh ok,good loh. BUT seriously in my heart: I am listening to wha your saying. And dan ran! I want to you do well in your phase test. And of cos your proj all. I want you to do well in everything. Babe you know i dont feel good either? I am crying while trying out everything here? I dona wanna lose a bestf like you :)

I appreciate what you had done for me. I love the way you care about me when ahnic neglect me,argue with me. your just like my second boyf :)

eileen :(

cheer me up more uh!