sucks!

I am tired of everything now. Work sucks! Holiday sucks! Studies sucks! Everything sucks for me! I cannot concentrate on one thing at a time. I really cannot! I dont know why i take people words so seriously. Rumors is created by humans but yet i take it so serious at time. My attitude really sucks recently at work. Idiotic patron pissed me off at time. Why? I know i need to control my attitude and all but again i cannot! I am a failure. FML!!!!! but something that cheer my mood up is when dbd sms me even if it's a one word sms. *Clap!!!! knowing he is doing well in camp and all. yeah happy for you dear!

eileen :)