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I AM LOST NOW~

I dont know...

1) What is the purpose of staying in gv-when i know i am not happy there?

2) Why i so not looking forward to school reopen?

3) Why i got no goals and aim?

4) Why am i so useless?

5) Why i dont have the courage?

6) What is the purpose to continue engineering courses whereby i alrdy dont have the interest in it?

7) Why my mother cannot understand that i dont like to stay on or i should say continue studying engineering courses?

8) EVERYTHING! and EVERYTHING!!!!

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Chatting with sayang just now on fb wall. Cant wait to work with her. She brighten up my day at work alway. Especially at box office. Make me laugh like one idiot. Like nobody business! Miss her alrdy. Gotta stress her on sat IF only she come down box office open counter. I will wait.. .. .. .. .. ~waiting!!!!!

Now its my dear mummy Ranson. Chatting with him on fb chat. He is a boo shit ass. HATE him :) He is a nice guy anyway. Cheer me up when i am moody. Think of a solution when i am stuck with something-R/s. F/s. School work. Working stuff. and loads. Love him :) Though i work with him just a short period of time in Gvtm,but ya he did cheer me up when patron screw me up when its not my fault.

Really miss those people like~ Serene Tan. Clarkson. Julie. Grace. Ranson. Geraldine. and many more. Those who alway do box tgt with me. Entertain me at box alway. Crap with me at usher point. Help me with the top up in cb.

eileen :)