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Going to bed after posting. While waiting fo dbd to text me when he is wake up at 2am for his guard duty. ~sweet :) Sighs! Everything go back to reality that i have to go back to work tomoro after a week break. Oh no! It's a hell week for me. Out of my 5 days work, 3 days i am doing floor cum float box and cb :( I dont know where should i go when there is long quee at every station. I hate being a floater, there is only one me working, i dont like to trouble any of the usher on shift to clear my hall whereby i am some where in Gv's helping another station with the crowd. I understand how other usher feel. But i dont think mgr understand it :(

~enough of everything.

Went to grandma house just now, for Cny visiting. Know it's a lil too late to go but both parents and us is busy working. Guess what? I look into the mirror reflection just now at grandma house, i realised my tummy fats is bigger. It's really time for me to start exercising and diet. I am trying hard to cut down on chocolates, sweets and fast food. But it seem like it's not working at all. FML :(

Okay, this is my new aim for this month,

1) I want to learn how knitting.

2) Dancing.

3) Yoga.

4) Perfect Chinese.

5) Malay Conservation.

Know knitting a scarf is not easy, have to attend lesson and such. But i dont want to. I want to depend on myself, learning through book. As a promise to Eileen t, if i am able to finish learning how to knit by may, i will knit a white scarf for her as a bday present :) Ya focus on one thing at a time is the best solution for me. Beautiful holidays seem like ending soon. Poly posting results is coming out. Gotta go back to school life again.

2am~~~~ faster strike!!! ~waiting :)

eileen :)