Emotional hit me again at the wrong timing. Perhaps it's really time for me to move on to a new process of life. Know it hurts both party when the word goodbye is being brought up. Every couple got their own stories to write, it's the matter of what we want the stories to be like, what the ending gonna be like. The writer is alway ourself, gotta think twice before completing the stories ending w/o double confirm.
Told spongebob everything, he is the only one I can share my lil secret and such. These few months w/o failed he is alway by my side encouraging me, entertained me, accompany me and such la. Too much to type out. Once again, thanks spongebob for everything. Own you alot alot alrdy. Watermelon promise to recover fast okay. No worries, it wont affect my mood and emotional anymore. No more crying after today.
I am sorry to made this decision. Those who knows my situation now will understand what I mean. If you ask me weather if I can really let go and move on? My answer is different this time. Yes, I will try my very best to let go everything and start all my life again. Though it's not going to easy for me. But I willing to try. Well as for move on. Yes, I will also try. No matter how hard it's this time I wont look back again. I promise. Gonna look forward and go. I know I am a super strong and brave girl. I can!! It's a matter of time only.
eileen :(
*it do hurts when I actually have to let go everything :( eileen be strong please!
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