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This month is not a good month I guess. Happened to know Zulkifli close friend had passed on today. He met in an accident few weeks ago. Can imagine how scary can it be? 2 month back, one of the projectionist passed on in an motorbike accident. Now another one. So please rider, kindly ride with care alright. Yesterday, after pe lesson saw uncle ride pass us, my heart is like .. .. .. .. speechless! Heart beat nearly stop when I saw him ride so fast. Woosh*

I dont know what can I say to zulkifli now, it's my very first time seeing him break down in class. The only thing I remember about him is, he is those happy go lucky type like me. Hyper and stoning type. W/o failed he will laugh or smile in class. It break my heart when I saw him crying.

This lil short msg is for you: dearest culkipli.

I am sorry, I am not good at words. I know if I say I understand how you feel and such is all lies, in fact I can really feel you. I been through this stage before. Well, it's really time for him to leave everyone. Perhaps he have gone to somewhere that need him more? Rather than "sleeping" in the hospital, trying to fight on a battle right? More suffering, more pain? I believe he dont wanna see his parents, his family member, his dearest friends and his buddy brother crying hard, he want you people to move on. Accept the fact that he have left. Know it's not easy, but try alright? At least you people been through 2 years of friendship, roller coasters ride, up and down tgt. Believe he must left a good memories for you people. He will also remember all those thing your shared in school, outside school and of cos work!

Exam is coming in 2 weeks time, hopefully your emotional recover fast, get back on track and study well. Dont let this matter affect you much okay. Believe he dont wanna see you like that either. Please take care for now okay. Anything ring me up or drop me a msg okay, I am just a phone call away. aha!!!

eileen.