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Can anyone please tell me what am I? Why am I so stupid? And most imptly who am I? I am such a big failure in life. I dont know what I want in life. What I want to be in future. Where I want to be in future. I ruin everything just because of me being so stubborn. Why? Why everything just happened just like that? Oh gosh! Eileen :(

Enough of everything. I shall take a break now. I cant be bothered with anything now. I am simply too tired. Well I see a lil ray of hope now. It has been so long you text me. Happy to know that your doing well in camp. Everything goes on smoothly for you during your oversea training. And also see you moving on each day. It's a good thing isn't? Here then I wish you all the best in life. Filled your life with full of colors and sweety memories :) I know I am not the one that brighten up your life with loads of beautiful color. Confirm someone else will. Jut wait for your mrs right okay.

Eileen