People always say "life is full of obstacles". And I can't denied it. Because I am facing one right now. One after another. Everything have exceed my limit and beyond my control. I cannot control my emotions anymore. I broke down many times, hurt myself to numb everything, cried myself to sleep and everything doesn't seem to be working on me. I got no more ideas on how and what should I do.
Kill myself? Continue to hurt myself? Continue to cry? I pretended to be happy outside but bleeding badly inside. Anyone knows? I bet none. I keep everything so tightly to myself hoping that there is someone who can actually see through me but sadly there is no one, including those who is close to me.
I think I have to sit down and then sort out everything. Vent out everything. Hoping this method helps.
Eileen.
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