A brand new start.......... New journey... New life.... .... ......
Look at the photo above, taken yesterday. It's the current me now. I browse through all my photos on my social network, I realized I have changed. Changed to another person. I am not confirm and confident to say I have changed for the good, time will tell and prove everything. Just wait and see..
Time flies pretty fast. I compare my photos from my sec school days, Nitec days, Higher Nitec days and now, everything look so different. I cannot believe I changed so much. I can't stop myself from laughing at those pictures. Funny max.
Perhaps my past lead me to who I am now. I am much more mature in handling things especially feelings and decision. I know what is the best for me now. I have slow myself down in life. Looking back on those nice and beautiful things that I have missed out last time.
In the past, I am so naive to believe that I need someone to complete me. But I realized I am living in a fairy tales. Everything is all so fake up. What is the most important to me now it's my education and career. Building up my career and then off for my holidays. I got many countries never been to before, I wanna go there real soon.
Anyway, ah nic text me the other day. Seriously I don't know how to carry on the conversation. There is no more love in me anymore. Everything seem to be so different from the past. I don't know what is my reply to him. Just feel that we got nothing more to say. Maybe my darling said is true. I have completely let go and move on to the next process. That's why I am having this feeling now.
Just want him to know..
I don't hate him for leaving me and made me waited for more than 3 months for nothing. I thank him instead for allowing me to know I am living well without him. I deserve someone who is better. Lastly I am much more independent and confident in everything. Once again, Thank you!
I listened to him, I moved on though it's not easy. Time heal my wound very quickly after a year. I am happy with what I am having now. Right now :D I bet he is also enjoying.
with love,
Eileen
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