PeekaBOO!!!! two small little curly hair ball :D
The makeover me. New hair color, hair style, new character, new aims and goals. I am working very hard towards my goal. I want to complete everything before 23 year old. There are too many things I haven't get to try, but I am trying it real soon. I mean REAL SOON! Wish me luck people.
Had a random talk with uncle Raymond at work about the past, dreams, hopes, aims, marriage, and lastly having kids in future just now. I find it very interesting because everyone have their own past time, plans and future. I keep laughing non stop till all the worker came and looked at us, they thought what happened.
True enough, I got most of the things done. But I am in need of confident now, as there is so many things required my confident and faith. Maybe because I used to failed many times, that caused me to lose my confident once I fall and never stand up and be confident again.
My past: Not going to share much about it. Those people who is dear to me know my past. One thing for sure, I am still the naughty and cheeky girl, that adore everyone.
My aim: I want to graduate with one master certificate. I want to be in the best uni. Get my car, boat and diving lesson before 21.
My goals: I want to be on the top of the top in my studies, my career and my everything. I want to be the first and only female workaholic in Singapore.
Marriage: Never thought of this now. Be in a relationship is not in my option list yet. I just don't wanna settle down so soon. I just want to enjoy and play around first. Enjoy every single freedom. No hurry to find my Mr Right too. Go with the flow and let the fate decide everything.
My plans: Since I am still young, I want to travel and explore every single thing that I missed out in the past. Enjoy every single day in my life. Earn my first $100k before 22. After that go for break to Canada for half a year. And then back to Singapore carry on working.
Future: I want to be the most successful person on earth, whereby I have my family, my career, my education on top of the mountain. Making sure I am stronger than anyone else.
I laughed at myself when I preview this post, one reason: what I am asking is what a 6 to 10 small girl. But it's alright, I am doing for the sake of myself not others. I don't care how others look at me and comment anything. It doesn't affect me anymore. Jy Eileen!
Because I leave everything behind and I gonna start my new journey... I just want to let my grandparent Mr Ong and Mdm Oh...
Dear grandparents,
I don't know if your able to see or hear me. I just want you to know, I am going towards my goals. I cannot say and confirm that I am right but I sincerely hope that your watch over me and give me all your fully support. I will be home with proud to show your I make it! Do wait for me okay! Love your! muackzzz!!!!
mei mei~
Since I decided to leave everything behind, everything about my past will be deleted off from my memories and move on. I won't look back into my past and make the same mistakes in life. Never! Give myself a few years time to prove everything. I am confident that I can. Trust me.
Eileen.

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