I never thought that I will have the chance to .... ....

~TELL YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU BOY ♥

I know he (nic) won't be here reading like how he used to. Before I forget every single things, I shall jot them down here first.

Firstly,

Thanks for allowing me to say those things that I buried deep inside my heart for so long. And of caused a wonderful night. I cannot even tell if the feeling between us is still there, but frankly speaking I miss you. I did think of the past and then tear started flowing down. 

One thing for sure, he (nic) will never know! what's the reason why I never want him back.

It's not that I have fallen for someone else or my feeling faded off. But because I love him (nic) too much. I know things in between us is not working well, in order for us to be happy either one of us must give in. I know I have to, but thanks to my stubbornness, I know I won't. I choose to give up this relationship and move on. Hoping that he will found someone who is much better than me. Time have proved me that he is now happy and better off without me :D 

Secondly,

I am planning to go for short gateway to bintan next month during Hari Raya period. Guess what? Old man say okay on! We are going chilling together. Next stop after bintan - langkawi! Wait for me pleaseeeeeee!!!! wishing and hoping for a longer break. 

Lots of Love,

eileen ♥