Blog using my phone now, while I am resting myself from playing computers. I am sorry for not updating my blog entries. Main reason: thanks to the lazy bones in me. Secondly: too many things is happening around me. Not to mention much on it.
Everything is getting on well for me. True enough what's the purpose of me crying almost every night isn't it? Take things at a time and accept the fact/truth. Anyway, thanks nic for his time and accompany the other night when my both mentally and physically breakdown. As usual I am still the weak me, cried when I failed to solve problem. Your still the steady one, remain calm to hush me down like a baby girl. After all, somehow I still depend on him. I know I shouldn't depend on him anymore. But nothing can change the fact that I am still used to him in many ways. I know I have to move on and be independent. I will! Time will prove every single thing.
Health is also screwing me up too. Consulted a doctor few weeks back, he referred my case to another senior specialist for my tummy and gastric. Fixed another appointment for senior orthopedist too. He said my condition seem serious, I have to be extra careful for now. Prepare for the worst: I might not be able to walk in years time.
I know I have to be brave to go through everything and face the fact. I know I can!
Eileen
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