Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Favorite quote of the day

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Saw this and I find it meaningful to share. Mostly everything I shared it match me so well.

From young, I do not know what is best friend. During my Primary school days, I used to say "your my best friend'' , ''friend forever'' etc.. But I see non of my Primary school classmates are in contact with me. But adding each other on social network like Facebook, Twitter and  Instagram. This is life, I understand and accepted people comes and go. It's just the matter of time. 

If you know me well, I am someone who is very friendly towards people. I tend to start a topic with people and then we started chatting like we knew each other for years. But without failed, smile is always on my face even if I am unhappy. I don't vent it on my friends and ruin the outing and atmosphere. But indeed, I am someone who is very shy at times. Tend to hide myself from others, my feelings, my thoughts and my everything. 


True enough, I am someone who is strong but sometimes weak when emotional breakdown hit me down hard enough. I am someone who cannot handle feelings. I am very afraid of getting hurt by people. After so many roller coaster rides I taken in the past, regardless of friendship, family or even relationship, it lead me into darkness. It took me years to walked out form the darkness and move on in life.


Indeed I changed. What causes all this? YOU! You people. Those idiot who used to condemned me, look down on me, judge me and not willing to give me a chance, please open your eye wide now. I am doing very good. Your judgement is wrong. I am still living good and I am willing to take up another challenge with you. Dare to ask me why? Look into the mirror and think back what have you said in the past to hurt the innocent me. 


I am always like this. I tend to hide everything inside me. To the extent that  I cannot control my emotional I will burst into tears like no tomorrow. People who used to be close with me seen me crying so badly over things etc. Thank you for all your comfort, that's why I am getting stronger each time after I met into an obstacles. 

If you don't know me well. Don't judge. Who are you to judge. No one! 



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