Monday, September 1, 2014

Hello September!

I don't know if there is something wrong with my health that I have to take care of. For no reason but just feeling very cold without any aircon and fan on. Yesterday migraine attack, like again? Left work place at 7.30 and took a bus home. 

I thought because I am hungry that causes migraine attack, cooked noodle but I got no appetite and I have to throw it away. But luckily the noodle sucks so okay la not so heartache. This is the noodle that make me vomited so many times last night. 

Mum asked me consult a doc, but just nice menses visited me.Shall do it next week then. Kinda scare that ''WHAT IF'' the doctor say there is something wrong with me. Need operation or long term medication etc, what should I? Maybe I am thinking too much, but there is the possibility isn't it? 

Recently, I am very into the Korea medical drama Good doctor on Channel U every Sunday. 9pm. I am very inspire by this main character Park shi on by Moon Jun Won. 

For more information of this drama, please read the synopsis which I copied online.  

He is a miner's son who witnessed domestic violence from his father beginning at a very young age. Because of his developmental disorder that's a type of autism, he gets a specialized education at a care center, where they discover that he's a savant. Shi-on has genius tendencies, an exceptional memory, and has a keen perception of space within the human body. With the help of a guardian, he eventually becomes a pediatric surgery resident, but his personality remains that of a grade schooler. He used to keep a rabbit which was later killed by his father after, out of rage, threw the rabbit's cage, eventually killing it. He also had a older brother, Park Yi-on, who deeply cared for him and genuinely wanted Shi-on to make friends. He also often praised Shi-on of being a genius. He was killed after abiding to some kids when they promised him that they would make friends with Shi-on if he, along with Shi-on, entered an abandoned mine to retrieve a ball bearing. However, when they were going to take the ball bearing, the mine collapsed, resulting in the death of his beloved brother with him being the only survivor. He explains that the reason for him wanting to become a doctor was that his pet rabbit and his brother did not have the chance to grow up and that he wanted to give the patients(mainly kids) the chance to experience growing up or grow up. He keeps a green toy scalpel that was given to him by his brother(before he died) which he holds dear.

I am someone who get influence and affected very easily. I take things to heart too. Whenever someone used sarcastic and nasty remarks on me, I will tend to think about it always and feel upset inside me. And I choose to give up every easily. If things doesn't goes well for me, I will tend to put it aside and never want to face it bravely. 

After watching this drama, I have learnt: to ignored how people look at you, regardless of using sarcastic and nasty comments on you. Perseverance and determination is the key word to success in life. Yes, indeed I am not doing very good now, as long as I put in all my effort and hard work, I am very sure I am gonna do well. 

So many unhappy things happening around the world. Days back I was reading the news of the Kpop celebrities Ladies' Code involving in the tragic accident on road during the very bad weather. One of the member Eunb died on the spot. Another member Rise, who is still in the critical condition. The other 3 members are recovering. Why is life always so cruel. 

Eileen! 

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