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Finally my mum agreed that i can stop schooling for now. I can start working alrdy, What is my next move? Yes I am joining Singapore Prison Service to be the future Singapore prison officer. Cinta and babe said it's a good choice, it's also my interest after all. But cinta said if i could finish my diploma will be better in future. I cannot be a prison officer forever, I know! My plan is that once my career is stable enough inside, I will take up private diploma outside to upgrade myself. Know it's not easy as what i think or see. But I am willing to do it. Really!!!!!!

Was telling my mum IF only hero is still with us. They both will be happy and proud of me. Though i dont have a high education now.

I got a msg to tell my dearest hero!

ah gong and ah ma. I dont know where your are but I know your can hear me calling and talking to your. See me crying always when I am so lost and such. Feel my missed and everything. I told mama once I got the money for CC! I gonna saved it up. And spend it all on ah ma anniversary. I am gonna buy loads of beautiful dresses for ah ma. I know I cant buy much with only few hundred bucks. Nevermind!!!! I willing to spend it all. Cos I know you like to buy loads of dresses when your around. ah gong. Somehow I feel that I have grown up a lil. I am still the playful me. always made mama papa angry. Naughty girl, but now I know how to think for my future and such.

Okay. ah gong and ah ma. Believe your had heard what i said. I am going to joined SPS. I know your gonna be proud and happy for me if your are around. I know I dont have high education and such. I had let you both down many time. I completed my ite nitec in electronics. I cannot get into poly. Blame myself for being so lazy, playful and neglected my studies. Nevermind! I never regret at all. I will work extra hard inside to become a successful people in life. I wont allow anyone to look down on me. I will proved to everyone I am not useless. Though I got no much education okay.

Please blessed me in everything. I will make your proud of me. I missed your badly and of cos I love your.

eileen :)