Before and after

As we know, Christmas is coming. Is there something call Santa Claus? Distributing present to those good children? If yes, I will be one. I promise! 

Let me guess! Many people out there is asking for branded stuff, money, and many many more. But for me, I don't ask for something expensive. I only ask for 2 things. 1st- kindly return me my old me. The cheerful and carefree girl. That's all. 2nd- kindly bless and lead those people who is suffering from illness, pain, fighting on diseases battle, feeling down, feeling sad and such out from the dark, show them the new ray of light where they belong, take their pain all away and return them their happiness. Especially Darryl and Ryden. I know both of your are facing the same thing. But no worries I told Santa Claus to take all your pain away and return you all your happiness. 

If I can only choose 1 present, I will choose the 2nd one. Why? Because I know many people out there need more support. For the 1st one, I know when time goes by everything will be fine. It's just the matter of time. It's okay I don't mind taking a longer path. Compare my pain with those I mention above, which one is more impt? I am willing to sacrifice for them. Yeah!!!

Enough of Christmas now. Hate it anyway. Dislike!

2011 is coming to the end soon. Finally! Hoping that 2012 will be a better year for me. Free from everything. Go back to the old Eileen :) who is the free and easy girl. W/o failed cheer people up, smile and laugh w/o any reason. No tears but laughter. A stronger and confident girl :) 

Okay, I shall post one short msg for ah nic. ~we are simply too far apart. 

After we broke up for so long, we missed out many many diff celebration. I remembered 2 years ago, we are planning where to go to celebrate our first Christmas night. No matter where are you, where you go. I will give you my blessing. Wish you all the best. 

I won't contact you from now on. But I won't block you or avoid you. I don't know to react when I see you outside. I believe I will just walk away w/o even saying "hi" . I have let go of you now. I have let go our 2 years relationship, 2 years love and feelings, 2 years trust, 2 years commitment. I end our story with a fullstop and a drop of tears. I won't go back to you.

Take care.

With love, 

Eileen Ong