It's the xmas eve today. Everyone is out there celebrating with their beloved partner and families and then count down together. This year is kinda different for me, something is missing but I don't know what is it. I don't want to know it either. Guess this year everything is the same, I am spending my xmas day at work. Somehow this year will be slightly different, I am spending my day at concept store instead of gv. It has been 7 months plus I left gv.
-Gv is the place where many things happened.
Looked back, today it's officially a year since I talked to Riduwan. Gv and cafe cartel is the place I met and talked to him again. Though I left gv long time ago, this memories shall stay and remain. Sometime I gotta feeling of asking him something, but I dare not ask, I got no courage to do so. This kill me down seriously. What I can do now is only wait for the right time to ask.
Grandpa Arfi is off to msia again. Kinda miss him :( I got many many things to tell him and say. Abang is not around either. He is busy working. Well I think this time round I gonna bottle down everything myself again. I am the overflow bottle. I cannot always depend on them. I need to be independent from now. I wish I could, but I simply can't.
Eileen :)
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