Tuesday, January 3, 2012

bottle it up and say cheers :)

It's a brand new year ahead for everyone. Hoping 2012 is a good year for everyone. I know there's many things I need to change once school starts. Raww's. But I left with no choice but to do so. This is not me seriously. 

Anyway, I always complaint that nobody ever tried to understand me, feel me, share my happiness, and all my everything. Finally I know why. Because I bottled all my feelings and thoughts and then buried them deep inside my heart, instead of sharing it out with others. I am just like a overflow bottle. I always encourage my friends and buddy to say out what's on their mind, don't keep it to themself, but I failed to do so. 

School starting in less than 1 week time. I haven't got myself ready for everything. I am still on my way with my class test revision. I know I am slow, but seriously I don't understand what the fck the theory note examples. How to study like that you tell me?  

Last night was otp with grandpa Arfi. He sucks. As usual without failed he will disturb me with something. But I just like the way he is. The carefree uncle :) and also Congrats he might get a free bike real soon from his uncle. Awww's envy and jealous much. How I wish I have them too. 

Yes! I still find myself lucky for everything, I got so many different kind of weirdo people to care and sayang me. And most importantly, standby me when I really need them. Thanks people! With your around, I feel so safe and secure. Just like a big brother to me. 

*Hoping that I can wake up on time on monday. 

eileen :)

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