Cool? Nice? Sweet?
As usual I am the motivator among all my friends. I motivate them regardless of work stress, School exams, Class test, Interview, Family problem, Fall out of love, Friendship problem or Relationship problem. I know motivation words worth no MONEY! Everyone can randomly say anything. But whenever those people I talked to they have their confident back, my heart smile. I cannot guarantee anyone that my words will help, but at least I tried right?
Sometimes I realized that I am a weird person. I am open and happy go lucky type outside but quiet inside. I always hope that there is someone who can actually see through, share my burden with me, make sure I am alright, allow me to see the ray of light, hopes and everything. But me myself always bury everything deep inside my heart, not willing to share out.
I hate myself for this too. I also want to be like others, but I can't. From young I am like that already. It became a habit of mine and part of me. I don't know what else can I do.
Eileen
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