A sudden misses :)

WE ARE........ ..... WE ARE....... ...... WE ARE...... ........ SC KIA ♥ ♥  ♥ ♥ ♥ 

ITE COLLEGE WEST DISTRICT STUDENT COUNCILLOR 2011

SC CAMP 2011

SC DRAGON BOAT 2012

SC OUTING TO MBS TITANIC EXHIBITION 2011 ( Zi Hui , Eileen (me) , Lin Hui )

Browsing through my photo gallery I found this. There is a sudden missed for me. Especially my dearest Lin Hui and Zi Hui. 3 of us come from different schools, but we are still close like super glue. I missed those days we sit down together - talking non stop like a machine gun, laugh out loud like a mad girl, gossiping like 3 market aunties, scandal between councilors and councilors, high together to create different entertainment, share all little little funny jokes and laughter together,  and also help each other with our blazer, bow tie, ribbon tie, vest and also hair buns. Making sure everyone look smart together.

Though we are so far apart from each other right now, things is still the same. Everything is just a phone call away. Just 8 numbers away. We are planning on a outing to celebrate my birthday. We have planned to go cycling and kite flying together. I am so looking forward to it and also excited. We have planned for a very long time, due to my overloading of projects and assignment, my work and my other so called reason, it held us back. Finally we gotta chance to meet out and fulfill our wish :D So babies, faster decide and set a date okay. 

Well, life is not getting any better for me still. Facing lots of problems right now. Other people is facing financial problems, relationship problems, studies and exams. But mine is non of the ones I mentioned. I got no comments for this anymore. What I hope and wish for is everything gonna be like what old man said: everything gonna be alright. I don't know how long more can I hang on now. I know I cannot break down at this point of time, but seriously everything is beyond my limit. Has not been sleeping well recently, slept a few hours and I am awake again. Thinking that if everything is alright not and such. Sleeping with stress, fear and worried. No people can help me at all. I really feel helpless. Really. 

Eileen.

No matter how hard it gonna be, I will still tell myself to move on and be strong :)