My health is really screwing me up. Admitted two different hospital within 2 nights. Did all the standard checks-Blood test, Blood pressure, Sugar level, Urine test and of cause X-Ray test. I cannot understand one thing. I did the same check but why my report turned out to be a different result? I used my pee for both checks, my blood for both checks too. But why both doctors say different thing?
I concern the most is my infection. I don't even know when it actually started the infection. The only thing I remember is I had a terrible backache for the past few weeks. Thought that it's because of me cycling and sitting long hours in the office. Did actually visited a Chinese medical, he said I overwork myself and my sleeping position is wrong. They even did a capping treatment and of cause letting go of my back blood clot so that I will feel better. True enough I feel better, but it's just a temporary treatment. Nobody expect that it's something infection that causes the backache, What I am hoping is my cute little kidney will not be affected. If not I will cry out loud seriously.
And my poor huge left leg, hoping that it can recover asap. Can walk normally again, it has been like weeks from the day I got injured till now. Consulted chinese doctors as well but it seem like it's not getting any better too. Hoping that it's not as bad as what the doctors predict-bone cracks.
I myself cannot believe that my body is really screwing me up like hell. Backache and leg injury acted up together. If I am given a choice/chance I rather give up on myself and leave this horrible world and lead the way I want it to be.
Regards,
Eileen ❤
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