Before I could say my last word, you killed me down. You win! I won't cry anymore. I know if I am strong I will win this battle, so I will be strong from now. No tears no nothing. Yes I promise no matter how hard it gonna be, I will give up and move on without you. Even without you, me Eileen will be still happy. I won't fall just because there is no you.
My holidays is coming, I am gonna pack up my room. Gonna dump all those little little things you gave or you have done aside, Somewhere that cannot be seen. Burn the sweet Eileen dairy away. I won't step into your life anymore. I will leave you alone from now. I won't contact you from now. One reason: I am tired of fighting this battle alone. I am tired to be in love. People always say millions of fear, millions of kiss, millions of hugs, millions of sweet talks, millions of arguments, millions of giving in, millions of hurting words but there is always something that called unlimited love. I got no comment but to agree. I got your love once, it's time for someone to have yours already. Go for someone that appreciate you.
It's time for me to commit myself to my studies, my work and my family. All this while I have neglected them. I am changing myself for the better, all my little changes gonna impressed everyone. I am no longer the Eileen you know if you see me again. I will be the confident Eileen.
mummy kong long! I won't cry anymore. I am tired of crying myself to sleep almost every night. I am tired of loving someone. I am tired of being myself. I am so looking forward to see you real soon. I got many things to tell you and complain to you. Really!
Perhaps this is life. People come and go. Just like feelings. Nothing I can say but just accept it. 我真得累了。是时候回到从前!
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